I really feel like I'm trying to please everyone... and because I'm trying... I end up pleaseing no one.

People think I'm avoiding them, or am not really there, or that I'm not excited, or any other large amount of things I can't help.

I feel as if I can't be happy or excited about moving. And don't get me wrong, there's a lot of negitive things about moving. But there are still times I want to e excited, but soooo many people are taking it personally.

There is this just... negitive vibe I'm giving off I guess.... where, I just don't quite measure up.... with anyone really.

-Marteney