Life has been way to busy lately. I feel like I'm trying to acomplish a million things at once, and that I need t be able to paused time, do something then hit play and not have a second tick off the clock.

I've been working, getting some stuff together for the move, hanging out with people I haven't seen, getting ready for finals, and of course trying to eat and sleep.

Yet... all I want to do lately is drive over the hill, sit on a couch...and hold my fickel friend and watch a movie, dane to oldies music, or hell even proof read a paper. It's been a rough week, but what I miss more than anything is that smiling face and amazing company of my sam.

The lack of sleep and such is starting to make me sick.. This is just BAD timing. One more week...and I'll have so much more free time to spend with everyone. But I miss sam.... a lot. And I'm sappy and a loser and totaly pathetic... but I really do carry strong feelings. And when I'm away for a while all I can think of...is being with her.

I'm a loser I know...but happy none the less.

-Marteney