Like I've said in life it'a all about finding that perfect little balance.

Right now, I'm in a small zone, a busy zone none the less as I worked a shit load but pulled in close to 300 in tips.

Work has left me restless, I can't keep working Take Out/Expo when serving is so much easier/more profitable/more enjoyable. Today I put in my two week notice. Kinda a bluff. In hopes they will take me seriously and re-work my scedual to include more server shifts. But if they don't and his actually is my two week notice, I have nothign to be ashamed of. It's been a good road. And I'll have more on it when the time comes. I busted my ass the last few months... and made enough money to survive off of.

Aside from that, school is almost over. Thank God. I can only take so much of my women's history corse where it's my fault women have been opressed.

Most importantly, I have a fickel friend, who has been outstanding in every way shape and form. I can't describe it. Every day I check my phone, HOPING for a message, or just to see she called. I love getting out of class or work, and then just driving to her place, or have her come to mine, and just sit with her, hold her, and watch a movie. Or parts of a movie.

I don't care what tomarrow brings or what will happin down the line. All I know is right now, if time stoped and I had to live every day the way I have been living I'll take it. This wonderfull girl to a risk with little self depressig me, and hasn't shyed away. That means a lot to me. And.... I can never repay it.